Showing posts with label sedih. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sedih. Show all posts

Thursday, December 16, 2010

.:. Kenapa kite mesti mengaibkan org..?

Baru smlm ada terbaca kisah pasal bekas Raja Permaisuri Agong menfailkan saman to Uncle Seekers...errm...x tau la nak ckp apa...personally i think that utk kes ni...x de mana2 pihak yg salah..kalau betul pun Cik Puan Aishah betul2 in-love with Uncle Seekers...x ada salahnya..cuma...aaa..cuma...yg salahnya..bila kite menggunakan or menyalahgunakan trust yg org dah bg kat kite....cth..erm..tgk sendiri la kat website Uncle ni...maybe tujuan uncle ni nak membantu Cik Puan Aishah...but..on the other hands....ini jugak mengaibkan cik puan aishah...sb sume org kenal dia..even skrg dia dah jadik our ex-Permaisuri Agong kan...but she still have the prides...at least her self-pride..kan..?
Tak tau la nak ckp apa....kite sama2 la tgk..sb skrg ni dah sampai saman menyaman...and i do not dare to comment much..kang x pasal2 kang...aku masuk jel...uisshhh..x mo Ooooo...!!mintak simpang!!

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Ehh...dahla eh,,,,kang byk komen kang..lagi byk nak tulis.....


Thursday, November 25, 2010

.:. Sungguh suka bila baca entri pasal EBF


Tadi baca entri pasal EBF journey Aqish . Tumpang gembira and happy sgt2 bila baca cite2 pasal breastfeeding ni..and at the same time..ada rasa sedih jugak...yela...kalau nak cite pasal breastfeed ni...b4 lahirkan Hanif..mmg dah bertekad nak full bf kan Hanif..tp..kite mampu merancang..segala2nya Allah juga yg tentukan...bukan nak salahkan qada' n qadar..tp...yea..mungkin byk yg salahnya kat diri sendiri..x cukup kuat n sabar nak hadap dugaan n stress utk full bf kan Hanif..honestly..bila fikir2 balik..mmg sgt2 menyesal..kenapala diri sendiri x mampu nak bersabar siiikiiitt je dgn dugaan utk breastfeed kan anak kan..? Pada hal..b4 deliver tu..dah byk baca n get info pasal ebf..kebaikan dia...hak anak2 pada susu kita..and tugas hakiki sbg ibu utk menyusukan anak..tp bila sampai waktunya...diri jadi x kuat...especially bila org sekeliling asyikla ckp 'susu kite x cukup'...rasa sgt2 stress dan down...

So..overall...i only managed to bf Hanif for 2month plus je...itu pun bukan ebf...campur2...Ya Allah...rasa sgt rugi..sangat2 rugi sekali..x tau la express mcm mana...yela..kalau la dpt diundurkan masa.....alangkah baiknya...skrg ni..sgt2 gembira bila baca almost sume yg deliver baby lebih kurang sama masa with me..berjaya ebf utk baby dia org...

X pela..skrg ni..apa2 pun bersyukur sgt2 sb Hanif sihat...and InsyaAllah..kalau Allah nak bg rezeki lagi ...nak jugak try full bf utk baby...eh..?Baby lagi..?hhehehe...anak baru 4 bln dah sebut pasal baby..?Eh..?kekkee...gatalkah aku..??kekekkeeee.....

Thursday, November 11, 2010

.:. Mix feelings now

I purposely blog abt 'this matter' in here...I just got a news that makes my whole day a very sad day....bercampur gaul perasaan skrg ni...I cant really write the abt it in here..because it is a very personal matters to me....But I just want to share the feelings that I have now...Sangat sedih..kecewa...rasa nak nangis...geram...benci...sume ada...
The reason i blog abt my feelings in here..simply because I want this date to be remembered by me...Kalau ikutkan hati yg tgh sakit ni..nak je tulis abt it here...but..as a human...we cant share anything...there is certain things that have to be keep in our heart safely...sebagai manusia...kite ada harga diri yg kena kite kena jaga dan hormati...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...bantulah hambamu ini..agar lebih kuat untuk menempuhi segala dugaan mu..Amin..

*p/s: Pls eh...jgn plak fikir yang the matter above is related to my hubby..it is totally not!!! But somehow...it is related to my family....*