.:. X sabar2...

Eii...x sabar2 ni....x sbr2 nak g relax kan minda.....ngan anak2...hubby and parents sume....

Laalaaallaaalaaaaallaaaaaaa.....

.:. Cerita lawak kol 220pg..

Pagi tadi..ada satu cite yg sgt2 kelakar nak story kat sini nih...hehhehe...Ok..Selalunya kan...utk bgn pagi..mmg dah siap2 kunci jam pukul 545am...and then Abang pulak akan set alarm kat handphone dia as a backup pukul 6 am....So, mlm tadi..tido agak lewat...gara2 tgk cite Kum Kum..isshkk...dah la tgk sorang2..mula2 ok lagi..tp pas tu rasa lain mcm la pulak..tp..lyn kan jela...dah tu..itu je cite yg best kan..;)
Pas abis Kum Kum...sambung plak tgk cerita Cinta Kirana...sampai la kol 12am...then...kejut Abang...bwk adik naik atas utk tidur...Kakak Hani dah 3 mlm dah x tido umah...cuti2 sekolah ni dok umah Wan dia.... Ok..pas settle sume....we all pun tido cam biasa...sekali tu...abang nye alarm kat hp dia berbunyi...and dia pun..secara automatic nya kejut kan I...and then I pulak..secara automatiknya akan pk.."Oh..ok..ni dah kol 6am ni..kena bgn dah ni"..tp mata masa tu..Ya Allah...ketat gileer...x mcm biasa...then b4 bgn tu..sempat la tgk jam kat side table tu...dlm gelap kan..tekan lampu jam tu...dlm keadaan mamai tu..mata cuma nampak yg minit tu je (*we all punya jam digital*)...so..masa tu nampak 15minutes...so..i presumed....alamakk...6:15 dah ni...dgn hati yg berat..mata yg berat..badan.??(*ishhkk..toksah ckpla kan..mmg berat..hehehhee)..terus g amik tuala...thentekan heater switch, suis lampu..pas tu terus je buat rutin spt biasa...
Dah bukak2 baju sume...tgh nak gosok gigi...alih2 Abg ketuk pintu....Eii..nak apa la abg ni...ketuk dlm keadaan tergesa2 plak tu..nak kata adik nangis..x pulak....pas tu..bukak pintu...then Abang ckp.."By...br pukul 2.20 pagi la"..I was like...aaaaa????!!!Ya Allah...dah nak almost nak mandi sgt2 dah tau...apela abang ni...beria2 kejutkan kite bgn sampai 2 kali...rupa2 br pukul 2pg!!Pas tu..apa lagi...amik balik seluar tido..pakai balik...then pakai baju...naik atas katik semula..tp..masa tu..myself nganAbang dah tergelak guling2 sb rasa cam mmg kelakar giler...masing2 mamai...blh nak bgn g kije ..mandi bagai kol 220pagi..haahhaa!!
Sib baik abang x turun...sb selalunya..while I mandi...abang akan solat subuh..then turun bawah..g bg kucing2 mkn...nasib baik hp dia snooze utk kali kedua lps first alarm tadi..kalau x..mmg selamat la we all...i selamat mandi..abang pulak selamat solat subuh dlm waktu isya' pun x abis lg..pas tu..kl 2pg tu bg kucing2 mkn..:P hahhhaa...kelakaarr!! B4 tido semula..mmg gelak2 sendiri je..mcm manala blh x tgk betol2 jam b4 bgn n mandi tadi..hehhehee...lawakk..lawakkk...:)

.:. Mix feelings now

I purposely blog abt 'this matter' in here...I just got a news that makes my whole day a very sad day....bercampur gaul perasaan skrg ni...I cant really write the abt it in here..because it is a very personal matters to me....But I just want to share the feelings that I have now...Sangat sedih..kecewa...rasa nak nangis...geram...benci...sume ada...
The reason i blog abt my feelings in here..simply because I want this date to be remembered by me...Kalau ikutkan hati yg tgh sakit ni..nak je tulis abt it here...but..as a human...we cant share anything...there is certain things that have to be keep in our heart safely...sebagai manusia...kite ada harga diri yg kena kite kena jaga dan hormati...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...bantulah hambamu ini..agar lebih kuat untuk menempuhi segala dugaan mu..Amin..

*p/s: Pls eh...jgn plak fikir yang the matter above is related to my hubby..it is totally not!!! But somehow...it is related to my family....*